maybe?

2010-10-26T23:38:00.003+01:00

been stressing out since summer. i want to have a good year ahead. stop whatever things that you are doing.

i just want to be happy.

Day 5

2010-10-14T17:57:00.003+01:00

since im free, lets blog another one.

'Hidup ini bagaikan roda, sekejap anda dia atas sekejap lagi anda di bawah'

'Sometimes people hold on to the past not knowing that future may hold something for them.'

but i hate this, "everything will be okay"

Day Four

2010-10-14T17:47:00.002+01:00

two out of eight.

Mei; i love you. but sometimes you like to kacau me. but i still love you eventhough mcm annoying kadang. we always have this mind connecting talk. she can read my mind and i can read hers. whenever both us annoyed with someone at the same time, we will look at each other and and talk through our eyes. HAHAH. macam dalam HIMYM pulokk. i love you mei. good luckk with your kedai baju, MWAHH!

Nia; i used to hate you when you were a baby. because you took my kasih sayang from daddy. i used to buli nia. like cubit pukul and everything la. but now u are 15. dah besar. semua pun besar.hahaha.i will tell her everything. yes everything. i know your secrets and you know mine too. i love you baby. study hard ok. MWAH

Day Three

2010-10-08T19:57:00.002+01:00

Sorry for not updating my blog. been busy with things.

Parents. I am blessed that i have such an awesome parents.

Both of them met in England 30 years ago. their stories about London always make me feel like i want to have someone when i'm here. hahah. but cannot. i study comes first. Daddy always remind me not to have a boyfriend. But.. dad... how come you boleh dulu? My mom, is a superwoman. She can do EVERYTHING. YES. EVERYTHING. From cooking to plumbing. I like to kacau her when im bored. alaa.. tulis benda ni buat i miss them sangat-sangat la pulak.

i miss the both of you.
MWAH. LOTS OF LOVE,
cebong :)

Day Two

2010-10-04T17:03:00.005+01:00

hmm, crush ye. let me see.. i like him, him, him and maybe him. I have been crushing on Adam Brody since i was 14. this is all because of OC. curly hair, nice set of teeth, charming, baik hati and handsome. tu je yang saya mintak.HAHA. but in reality mmg susah laa dapat macm ni.

i love you forever lah. MWAH!

Day One

2010-10-03T18:19:00.004+01:00

I think I can consider myself lucky because i don't have only one best friend because i have eight of them :)

Linda
Shareen
Sarah
Katt
Amal
Ilah
Dalyla
Nadhilah

I can talk to them for hours, laugh like no one's business, ask them for any love advice and also shoulder to cry on.

We have known each other since high school, and even though some of are in different continents, we still manage to get in touch. I love korang to bits. *one big sloppy kiss* hehe

Besides them, i have Wanoy, Fry, Andrie, Rita, Rinee, Rina, Tika, Kameel and Shah in the UK. they are like my sisters /brothers here. however this year half of them are back in Malaysia for good. I love them to bits.

2010-10-03T06:54:00.001+01:00

*drum rolls*
Im going to blog about this for the next 30 days.

Day 1 — Your best friend
Day 2 — Your crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Favourite quote

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — Your favourite picture

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — A recipe

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Your hopes dreams and plans for the next year

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — Your dream date

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

2010-10-03T06:49:00.002+01:00

Back in my hiding place.
You know where to find if you are smart!

2010-09-29T10:25:00.001+01:00

Summer 2010

Was in love for a little while

Had the most awful heartbreak

Made a lot of good friends

Learned how to accept things in life

Did something that i should have not done it in the first place

I was lost for a little while

But now i'm trying to be a better person than before.

I think 2010 is one of the suckiest year ever. but at the same time i still love the first few parts of it.

Thank You for making me stronger.

See you next year.

2010-08-23T19:25:00.001+01:00

dont be stupid la hayat esham. wakee up!

2010-08-13T22:20:00.002+01:00

here i am writing this at 0520 hrs.

6more weeks til i go back to far away land
6more weeks til i'm not gonna see your face
6more weeks to recover from this awful feeling
6more weeks to get back on track
6more weeks to learn how to let go
6more weeks to stop thinking about you
6more weeks for you to say sorry
6 more weeks..

and yet to wait for this fucking six weeks is taking way too long.

and yet why am i still missing you?

2010-07-13T16:28:00.002+01:00

i know it is bad to keep things to our self.

2010-06-29T08:11:00.003+01:00

helo helo
i miss you blogspot.ehee.
so, im back from UK land last two weeks.
so lets see what is it like to be here for almost 4 months. good or bad ey?

2010-03-30T10:36:00.000+01:00

the end maybe the last thing but u cant plan it.

2010-02-23T21:43:00.000Z

its either summer in France or Spain. can i choose Malaysia? please :(

2010-02-21T02:45:00.003Z

i know this is hard. i can't do this on my own. i need help from you too.
i wont give up.
i wont.

2010-02-20T13:34:00.002Z

here i declare that i am officially hate February,period.
bye.

its too cool to be cold

2010-02-18T20:59:00.002Z

i miss home. the first thing on my mind this morning was home. the word home sounds so warm and happy. i had the most tired nightmare ever last night. which i dont want to remember at all. and all of the incidents happened in PJ.

i think my life rite now is like a routine. wake up, phone, shower, class (if i want to go), library, costa then home, eat sleep. and it will continue the same thing the next day. i want some excitement in my life. something that i look forward to do. but everything seems very dull and boring. i wish my boyfriend is here. wish je la boleh kan. i was thinking about how to make my dad give me the green light to go back this summer. may be get an internship somewhere. but then.. i want a holiday. not work..i'm gonna have 4 freaking months off! woohoo, but then will i ever go back to malaysia. hopefully i am.hehe. ohh yes, NTU just ruined my 21st birthday because i have finance paper the next day. and its on a freaking SATURDAY! marah please!ughhh

been looking for house to stay next year, but then semua pun bila nak viewing dah ade orang ambik. rasa macam nak menjerit bila orang tu call kata dah cancel. seriously i hate house hunting. such a pain in the ass.

and then, im a bit stress out with my coursework. its getting harder and harder. whyy?? annoying tau tak. kepala macam nak pecah je bila buat kerja.

haha this month, i only have 8 pounds left in my bank account. haha. yes 8 pounds. been surviving with it. i think i can live with for another 10 days.hehe

bila nak spring?helooooooooooo?!

so yeah, these are my complains for this month. bye

shopaholic is back

2010-02-07T20:53:00.005Z

i went to the city yesterday and i fell in love with Nixon watches. why are you so colorful and pretty? and so SUPERMAHAL? why??

and on friday was super massive shopping day for me. after 1 month i didn't go to the city, i bought so many things. i'm still aiming for that shoes,Lulu Guinness shades and also Nixon headphones.lawa kan. syg i nak ni pls. hehe

ok i think i need to start saving up my money for easter and summer. but then again, there are too many things that keep on calling my name.
or maybe i need to put my debit card inside the freezer. hahaha

oh my, i have finance test tmrw. malasnyeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-01-27T23:48:00.002Z

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am not gonna skip class.
am not gonna skip class.
am not gonna skip class ever again.

wish me luck.

2010-01-21T19:49:00.001Z

2010-01-14T21:03:00.002Z

15th january 2008. sounds familiar kan? dah 1 year since i left malaysia.
a lot of things dahh terjadi and bertukar.
and things are not the same anymore :(

2010-01-13T16:59:00.002Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDAAAAAAAAA!
miss plss.

2010-01-05T20:41:00.002Z

5 random things about you;

1, i like to buy high heels
2, i like to watch wedding's video when im boreed.HAHAH
3, i only can sleep when i have at least 2 pillows
4, i still love to watch sesame street

5, i miss my boyfriend :)

2010-01-04T23:57:00.000Z

Somewhere out there, there is someone who is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate.. the one you can tell your dreams too, he’ll smile at you when you tell him, but he will never laugh at your heart. He’ll brush the hair our of your eyes and send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll call you to tell you goodnight just before you get into bed, or just because he’s thinking about you. He’ll be bursting to talk to you each morning, just to hear the sound of your voice, he’ll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen and for the first time in your life, you’ll actually believe it.

— Dawson’s Creek

2009-12-30T10:57:00.004Z

uish tomorrow dah last day of 2009.so cepat.i can still can sort of like remember what i did during NYE.2009 has been really uhmm badgoood (cakap cepat2)hahah. ntah la at first it was a bit bitchy to me.
1, i had to leave Malaysia for Nottingham
2, had a lot of ups and downs.
3, i met quite a lot of new people,
4, made a lot of new friends this year. but some of them are just too silly to call as a friend. boo you!
5,i got my diploma in 8 mnths, now im in 2nd year. not bad for someone who failed in AshittyLevels.
6, already went to 90% parts of North UK including Wales and Scotland.
7,spend so much money on shopping.hehe.
8, made me FAT.thanks
the one thing that i really really realized and learned this year was to know who are my real friends are. u thought i dont really care about it, but actually it kind of make my eyess nak terkeluar when i see u. but then as time goes by actually i dont really care.hahha.buang masa ade la.hahha. there will be always love/hate in any relationship. not just with someone u love but it could be with any random people around u.deep down inside i still care about u. so dont worry. i dont hate u :)

and to you, im glad/happy that im with you :)

i think 2009 made me a better person than before.
so 2010, please please be nice to me ok?

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

2009-12-29T11:11:00.001Z

happy holidayss :)
will update soon.
gonna make nasi lemak for the kids and maybe watch sherlock holmes later.
missing everyone back home.

2009-12-16T02:03:00.001Z

i miss you so damn bloody much tau tak?

2009-12-10T16:58:00.004Z

tak sabar nye nak cuti pls. banyak sangat coursework la sekarang. nak cuti lagi dia kasi banyak2.pening tau tak.

ok i already decide what to do during winter break.
im going to york-leeds-newcastle-glasglow- edinburgh-cheshire-liverpool-nottingham- london in 2 weeks. heheh. gila tak? tapi confirm duit keluar mcm air. tapi dari duduk rumah sorang lagi tak best kan.?

tgk ni,
nak balik rumah :(

2009-12-06T17:26:00.003Z

helo jello.haha
sejuk gilaaaaa sekarang. tak tahan wei. cuba bayang kan terik dia mcm dekat malaysia tapi temperature 2 degrees. haih. hari2 kena pakai 3 lapis baju plus jacket tebal plus segalanye lah. sakit badan pakai baju tebal2 ni ok.

i can smell the end of term already. 2 moree weeks! but then what am i going to do during the 3 weeks break? go scotland or go london or stay in Nottingham all by myself in this big house?hmm. eveyone have their own plan already with their bestfriend,boyfriend and family. haih..ape nak buat ni. maybe i just crash alia's/aina's/naqiah's je la kot. new years in london sounds fun. but i dont have my party people around :( takpe la. maybe i can sort it out soon.

omg omg for the past two days i dreamt kena shot,stab and kidnap. uish mmg rase insecure betul. taktau laa kenapa saya jadi begini. silalah tolong saya :(

ish sejuk nye.sampai lupe ape nak type.
k la bye

2009-12-01T20:44:00.003Z

love it!
baby u can have whatever you likeee.

2009-11-28T12:40:00.000Z

do u still remember this?

2009-11-25T18:47:00.002Z

What were you doing before you started this survey?

doing my assignment

What is your greatest accomplishment so far today?

ate half tub of ben and jerrys

What were you doing 12 hours ago?

sleeping

What are you wearing right now?

seluar malas t shirt and my hoodie

Name one thing you are not good at

buat assignment

If you could improve one thing about yourself, what would it be?

buat kerja cepat2

What do you do for a living?

eater

If you could have any job, what would it be?

housewife with loads of moneyh

What sports did you play in high school/college?

hockey, netball, softball

What is your favorite holiday?

every holidays

What is your favorite season?

summer. i cant wait for next year's

What is your favorite color?

red

Is there any song that is stuck in your head right now? If yes, what is it?

marrddyyyyybum

Do you eat meat?

i love meat

What is your favorite way to spend a lazy Sunday afternoon?

bangun, breakfast at la bodega then u can talk about lazy sunday afternoon

How do you take your eggs?

kuning biar cair

What is your favorite breakfast food?

poached eggs with bread, bacon, grilled tomatoes and mushrooms. yumss

What is your favorite dessert?

warm chocolate cake

What is your dream car?

Black range rover

If you could live anywhere in the US, where would you live?

Los Angelas

If you could visit any foreign country/ies, where would you go?

Spain, Italy and Amsterdamm

What is your biggest wish right now?

to balik Malaysia ASAP

Do you wish on stars?

Sometimes

Do you wish on pennies thrown into a fountain?

hahah yeah, dulu selalu campak dekat kelana seafood punya pond. kan ade ikan besar tu

Have you ever had a wish come true?

yeess

Favorite TV show(s)?

how i met your mother

What is your favorite smell?

kate moss perfumer, guys cologne but i dont know ape nama dia and then my aircond and alsoooooooo aircond dekat ou especially MPH.hahaha .i like the smell of aircondss.hahaha

Your least favorite smell?

bau lepas orang amik sampah. yucks

What is your favorite board game?

Da vincci code and taboo

Who was/were your first best friend(s)?

Putri Nur Izrin Balqis and Nur Bahirah Akip

Are you still in contact with them?

Putut, yes. Bahirah err not really

What is your favorite sport to play?

Hockey

To watch?

Football

If you could be famous, what would you want to be famous for?

for being crazy

Why do you take surveys?

because i dont like my assignment

Have you enjoyed this one so far?

What should you be doing instead of this survey?

audit assignment

What will you be doing 12 hours from now?

sleeeeppppppppppppp

What are your goals for tomorrow?

habis kan assignment

mardy bum bumm

2009-11-24T21:55:00.003Z

owh did i tell you that Arctic Monkeys was awesome?
Alex Turner, marry me please. haha
next stop, Lady Gaga.

2009-11-23T11:28:00.001Z

i miss my girlfriends, u know who u are :((

2009-11-23T00:22:00.002Z

i know that promises are supposed to be kept and tunai kan. but sometimes u cant expect me to do it now.like now now. im sorry for saying things that i was not supposed to said. what can i do now?

im soo sorry sorry for the thousands millions time! :((
i hate being so far from you.

2009-11-19T00:41:00.003Z

saya tak suka buat assignment.paling benci.paling benci!ughhhhhhhhhhh. dah mula stress tak tentu pasal.warning, siapa buat silap langkah akan kena.

on the other hand, i cant wait for ARCTIC MONKEYS this weekend.

2009-11-18T11:33:00.000Z

im on tumblr. heheh.

sucky november.

2009-11-13T19:14:00.003Z

i hate cold weather. all i can wear is jeans, jumper and t shirt. and to top it all up, i need to wear double socks, double t shirt and also jacket. i cant even hang my handbag properly.then, when then bila hujan lagi la, haihh pening kepala buatnye. bila time tak hujan baru pakai boots, bila hujan pakai kasut biasa.penat laa mcm ni. dah 2 hari basah :(
i want spring and summer. i hate wearing jeans everyday. anddd thenn cold weather buat orang kuat makan.bila time dinner yg lauk best boleh laa sampai 3 kali tambah. ishhhh. dah 3 kali tambah, makan pulak chocolates yg berlambak. aduhhh mcm mana niiii?
and sekarang baju semua mcm dah tak muat dahh :(
i need new clothes :( but i dont have money.
money pulakk, haih i only left like beberapa pounds til end of this month.
i dont know whats wrong with my t mobile tiba2 charge mcm orang tak bayar 3 bulan.
and how am i going to talk to u?? :(

next month dah boxing day, and my savings dah tinggal zeeeerrrrrrroooo.ishhhh
sabar je laa.kepala dah pening.jom tido. bye.

2009-11-08T00:02:00.004Z

is hoping that everything will be fine.
is hoping that no one will ever gonna hurt her anytime soon.
is hoping for the best.
wants to be near to you.

the distance between us is jusstt....a distance.ahahhah
all i can do for now is hoping wishing and waiting.

i love every single moment when im talking/see you,period.
this is for real.FOR REAL!

2009-11-06T09:16:00.003Z

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY AMALL!
i super love you!
have a good one!

2009-10-29T11:23:00.000Z

bosannn plss.
halloween nak jadi apa??

2009-10-29T01:01:00.003Z

stress pasal benda yang tak patut di stress kan. issshh.

kenapa ada 24 jam je dalam satu hari? tak cukup rasa nye. tapi ape boleh buat ye.

lagi satu, i dont like when someone call orang tu lepas tu cakap marah2.kasi la salam dulu.suka hati aku laa pegi mana buat ape.kau nak mengamuk pulak.wtf weiii??!

please arr i dont understand you people.all those shalloww minded.pleassseeeeee arr

2009-10-23T00:32:00.001+01:00

i wanna have you like every single day. can?

sunday morning

2009-10-18T12:02:00.002+01:00

heeii ho. sorri kebosanan melanda di ahad pagi.

i lovee my red comffyyy bed.hehe,
will post some pictures of my new house later.

off to warwickkk!

we love new york

2009-10-16T00:50:00.001+01:00

muka poyo.haha

2009-10-13T00:46:00.001+01:00

missing you is the hardest thing to do rite now.

first day of class dah cancel. macam mana ni?

2009-10-10T22:34:00.002+01:00

betul ke tipu ni?
tolong please, im tired from this game.

i miss everyone back home.

2009-10-04T19:45:00.000+01:00

:(((((((((((((((((((
tak nak balik pls.

tak cukup :(

2009-10-03T04:43:00.001+01:00

tiba2 kena sad/emo strike malam tadi. ni serious nye sedih plis and its gonna be until im in Nottingham. i still cant accept the fact that im not coming back for another 2 years. but im hoping that im coming back next summer. it has been 5 awesome weeks with kat and sarah, thanks korang for layan-ing my kerenah.hehe. i belanja more pavlova nanti.hihi. and linda too. but then..i didnt see her that much. i sad tau.

even though 5 weeks mcm lama, tapi tak cukup please. banyak benda tak buat/makan dan sewaktu denganya haha.
ok, my symptoms nak balik KTJ dah start balik. tapi ni mcm 24356 kali teruk. dah mula nak demam, sakit perut 24jam, emo tak tentu pasal, benda kecik pun marah. i have to be strong and i want to go back to Nottingham dalam keadaan yg happy sikit la. not like last time. weih i cried dari pintu gate sampai nak boarding, dlm train to Notts. luckily my mom was there. i cant imagine this time pulak pleasee.
gonna finish my degree cepat2 and bolehh balikdgn cepat.
hoping to see you guys next summer :)
and please do come to UK, and i will treat you like a king/queen :)

2009-10-01T18:40:00.004+01:00

OHMY..thiss wasss errr i dont know when, but i look horrible please!

few years lateerr,

aah, much betterrr. hahahah

im going back on Monday. 3 more days left and tak cukup please. I NEED MOREEEEEE!

2009-09-28T11:40:00.001+01:00

fi·del·i·ty

1. Faithfulness to obligations, duties, or observances.
2. strict observance of promises
3. loyalty

2009-09-26T05:50:00.004+01:00

1, raya was ok. kampung was err best but then banyak kerja kena buat.

2,duit raya ade laa sikit.
3, going back to notts in 10 days time
4, hates the fact that there's a barrier between us
5, lega dgn visa dah settle
6, 50/50 nak balik ke tak
7, wants to go to the beach, i miss langkawi

gambar la pulak. asyik nak complain jee

confirm rindu bila balik nanti

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-17T17:41:00.002+01:00

saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya kepada keluarga serta rakan-rakan yang disayangi. saya juga mahu memohon ampun maff jikalau ade terrrbuat silap, ataupun apa2 yg telah menyakiti hati anda. soo sorry. ape2 yg terlepas and terhutang, halal kan saje la ye.
semoga anda di murah kan rezeki. amin.

you were never there

2009-09-16T06:53:00.002+01:00

1,im running out of time 2, my visa letter is still in Nottingham 3, raya next week so the pegawai in VFS might be on leave 4, my flight is in 2 weeks time, shit mannnn. i dont like this 5, tickets for AAR dah SOLD OUT! :((
another bad news is, ive gained 4 kilos.AGHH.

2009-09-13T16:21:00.001+01:00

sedih nyee. tadi baru dapat tgk talentime. lambat kan?

2009-09-12T18:46:00.004+01:00

rasa macam dah lama tak memblog

1, cuti mmg best. tapi tak suka bila benda yg disbebab kan balik tak settle lagi. I WANT MY VISA LETTERRRRRR la stupidd NTIC.
2, makan mmg non stop after buka. jeans dah tak muat. i feel so sad.
3, stress, dekat rumah semua makin kuruss
4, u said u wanted to do this and that, tapi satu haram pun takde. so makna nye bye. so malass nak layan dah. serious ni bye.
5, everything in malaysia is mahal except for the food
6, i think i like to complain
7, serious, tak senang balikk ni. asyik fikir pasal visa
8, i dont like to communicate by using email
9, i think i dont have enough baju.ahah
10, wants to go to the beach and tenangkan fikiran sambil main pasir and air
11, wants to start jogging bila balik notts. nasib park dekat sekaran g :)

i told u i likeee to complain.

2009-09-05T17:56:00.001+01:00

can i hate you forever? tapi susah la. how eh?

2009-09-04T20:05:00.001+01:00

i super love you, fine frenzy!

2009-09-04T18:52:00.002+01:00

telah jatuh ke dalam lagi sekali. haih. sudah la. malas aku nak buat baik dah. rupe nyee mcm ni. tak yah la nak obvious sangat pun kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.geram nye, bye lah.

2009-09-03T23:44:00.000+01:00

HAHAHHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAH!

takde objektif

2009-09-01T20:28:00.002+01:00

hey, sihat semua? kalau sihat bagus la. dah lama tak buat entry panjang2 yg takde point langsung. ya allah, saya ni masih ada jet lag yg sangat teruk. ingat kan dah ok. tapi makin teruk pulak. tido mcm baby.hahahahahah. ok perasan.tapi mmg betul, baby tido pun tak macam ni. haritu dari 7 pagi sampai 3, then tido balik sampai 6 then malam pukul 1 dah tido, then tido balik at 8 til 12. mcm tu laa lebih kurang.

malysia ni panas rupanye.dulu tak rasa sangat,bila dah balik aiyooooo mcm dalam microwave. rasa macam mengada sikit pun ade. tappi betul laa. sorry laa kalau selalu mcm complain panas.
so today, i went to cut my hair. sebab rimas dgn rambut panjang and malas nak jaga. at first nak potong macam dulu balik, likeee pixie cut. but thennn bila fikir balik confirm nanti menyesal, so i chose to be Katie Holmes.ahahahha.

then after that went buka at Carnival in Damansara Jaya. Nadia marah, bila tanye that kedai dekat taman tun ke?ok chill, tau la u budak DJ.hahah.ohh, buka dekat sana dengan sapaa tauuuuu??... Ramli Sarip. HAHAHA. i know rite, dgn Papa Rock tu.AHAHA.adam was proud about it sampai bagitau his Doctor...'kitorang buka dengan rockstar malam ni'.. hahahhahaha. i was annoyed with the waiter tadi. i waited for my dessert dekat 1 hour. pasal dia silap hantar dekat meja lain. ish2.

had drinks with my ktj friends after that.

im craving for chocolate milk and milshake. aiyooo how la tak kembang.

sekarang dekat rumah ni semua makin kecut. stress tau tak. everything dalam fridge organic. even sugar pun oraganic.im the only one yg still makan all yg ada saturated fat. even my dad said that i've gained weight.haiyoooooooo...

k laa, i want to sleep kejap.

2009-08-31T01:12:00.001+01:00

gonna cut my hair today!

2009-08-29T20:56:00.002+01:00

feels good to be back :)
hope to see u soon!

for more updates, see me on twitaaaah.

2009-08-26T22:44:00.001+01:00

HORRIBLE PANTSSS!

2 more days.hihi

2009-08-26T01:12:00.000+01:00

friggginnn cold! is it autumn already?

2009-08-25T18:58:00.004+01:00

I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
Yea, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
Yea, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

2009-08-25T17:19:00.002+01:00

i cant wait for autumn. i want to play dress-ed up everyday!
i dream about H&M boots. shit laa semua pun lawa. gonna buy 1 or maybe two bila balik nanti.heheh.

2009-08-24T12:31:00.001+01:00

HELOOO SECOND YEAR.heheh
happy gilaaaaa k.

im going to spoil my self laterr.hehe

and
i didnt wake up for sahur todayy.
8 more hrs to goo.

2009-08-23T19:14:00.001+01:00

goddddddddddd, its so easy to pleased everyone. but how bout me??
house huntingg is not that easyy!gaaaaahhh!

2009-08-23T00:02:00.002+01:00

guess what? i bought that blazer for only10 pence.haha. i loveee carboot :D
i'll post the picture soon.

Happy fasting :D
16 hrs is not that bad.

2009-08-22T13:26:00.006+01:00

i like the autumn 2009 collection. very 90's and edgy. faded torn jeans and studs are back!wohoo!
gonna save up some money to buy that blazer and also boots from zara

2009-08-20T01:14:00.002+01:00

Kini sudah tiba masa untuk puasa, i can already smell my mom's sambal goreng and also pecel ayam.that's our speacial dish during buka. godddd, i havent ate pecel and deng deng for such a long time. thank god im going back for puasa :D then after buka, pegi terawih.only me katt and sara. sometimes amal pun ade. after 8 rakaat, lepak depan rumah sarah until 11 sometimes 12. eventhough banyak nyamuk kat luar. since f1 buat mcm ni.hehe. Cant wait to be in my comfort zone again.

well, im a bit annoyed with you. like seriously.
if tak suka cakap je la, tak payah nak ..ugh i dont know lah.
bye.

2009-08-18T02:00:00.002+01:00

bosan sangat.heheh
8 more days to goo!

2009-08-12T17:48:00.003+01:00

yay i have finished my exams. woot woot..now i have to wait for the results.
and then helloo malaysia.

azwan arif, please wake up from your deep sleep.
Insyallah everything will be ok.

2009-08-09T21:38:00.003+01:00

gaaaahh, im so tireed of doing accts and econs too. tapi rasa mcam pandai sikit sekarang.hihi.

i like shopping.
i need to control myself.
every week mesti adaaaaa jee benda baru.
ni baru 8 bulan dekat sini tapi barang dah macam 2 tahun.
when i came, i only brought 2 shoes, now i have mor than 20 pairs. as for bags i only brought 2 and now, only god knows how many.HAHAHAHA. teruk seyyyy.

u have to see this,

2009-08-06T20:42:00.002+01:00

hari- hari makan ayam inject, lama lama badan pun mcm kena inject dengan lemak.
haha

Funny innit

2009-08-03T23:10:00.003+01:00

hey.hows everyone?good yeahh?hehe.

i had entrepreneurship presentation this morning. it was alrite. everything went well. guess what, that kenya girl didnt turn up at all. but yesterday, out of nowhere tiba2 muncul dekat library. dah laa takde sapa bgtau dia. like tiba2 je ade.hahah. lepas tu dah kasi part dekat dia, tiba2 dia suka hati mak bapak dia kata tak nak datang esok. suka hati kau laa kau ingat aku nak takut. sori laa braderrrr mmg tak lah kan.
nasib baik takde questions yg susah, and my friend yg jawab semua. i forgot to take picture of my team members because straight after that, i had to do my another assignment yg due today. so now tinggal lagi satu learning log panjang tu. then examm til wednesday. im going to london on wednesday jugak kot. gonna stay at alia's.yay! jgan jealouss ye cik siti :)

then after dah mengelabah buat assgiment went lunch then had to walk around city to find sponsors. tapi sempat singgah river island.hehe. im going to buy that bagggg!! ahh.geram gila tgk.hahah. since today was the presentation thingy, i had to wear like orang dah kerja. heels yg pakai tak boleh blah. mmg sakit gila and blisters depan belakang and tepi2 lah. i think kan my left foot is one size bigger than the right one.haihh.

the funny part for today is, masa tadi jalan balik bilik tiba2 this random guy muka mcm chris tucker muncul and cakap
'hey beautiful, are you taken? Can i marry you pleasee'
hahaha.cuak laaa mula.tapi kelakaar pulakk bila fikir balik.hahah

i have been online-ing since 4 until now dah dekat pukul 12 malam.wahahaha. adib laa ni!ahahahhi adib!!

ok tmrw,start exam modeeeee!

hmmphh everytime i look at your note that you gave i wonder is it true or not?

2009-07-31T00:28:00.001+01:00

hey handsome,
please wait for me till i'm back. preettyy pleaseee :)

2009-07-30T18:27:00.002+01:00

CHANGED OF PLANS.
and im not telling you.
just wait and seeeeee :))
ahahahahahhaha

2009-07-29T13:32:00.002+01:00

im so stress rite now. i have 1 report due this Friday, 1 accounting assignment due this coming monday; which i dont know how to use excel, then i have 1 presentation next week, then 1 long ass learning log yg taktau ape kepentingan kena buat learning log ni. and then i have my final exam in 2 weeks time. aaaahhh NTIC is kiling me. but then, to think about it again, im going to finish my diploma, then hello second year :)

2009-07-29T01:38:00.002+01:00

ahh. gonna be super busy for the next 3 weeks.
seriously, i want that 700 pounds.

2009-07-27T17:19:00.000+01:00

EXACTLY 1 MORE MONTH!!!!
CANT WAIITTTTTTTT.

2009-07-23T22:48:00.003+01:00

deyyymmm, the white bag that i wanted to buy takde dekat Topshop Nottingham! they have it in purple and tak lawa :( so i have to wait til next month, hope they still have it in Topshop London.

i had the best maggi sup tadi, and yesterday i cooked rendang ayam which was sanggat sedap.
how to lose weight laa like this?

so who's next?

luahan hati.chewah

2009-07-21T20:01:00.004+01:00

hey ya'alssss.hehehe. omg it has been raining like cats and dogs. seriously. i want summerr!i want to wear my dresses and shortss.not boots, jackets and very dull clothes. and bukan 16 degrees and below.haihh. please laa.
rain rain go away, come again another day,
because little hayat wants to go out.
hehehe. i know im not so little anymore :)

the countdown starts today. i have less than 3 weeks for my finals, then.. HELLO MALAYSIA, which i still dont know when is the exact date that im boarding. haha. but i will keep on bugging my dad.
i cant wait actually to go back. i miss mak cik kuey teow FAM with her pagoda white shirt! i dont care puasa nanti nak pegi jugak.hehe and and nasi goreng daging dekat rasta. anddddddd abang macho waffle dekat squaree. and lagi satu, deliciouss.hehe
omg miss nyaa :)

actually today im a bit annoyed with my presentation group mates. i dont think they know a lot about UK, hello you are staying in Nottingham and you dont even know where the hell is East Midlands?haih.travel pegi London shopping dekat LV, Harrods, Selfridges tau pulak naik train.padahal dekat train tu tulis besar2 East Midlands train. lepas tu, ade yg cakap kena tutup mulut.itu paling rimas.dah la meeting, class tak datang.lepas tu kecoh orang tak kasi kerja dekat dia.bangang ke tak?nasib masih boleh sabar.kalau tak mmg dah bgtau tutor tu. tak faham betul ape diorang ni fikir. dah tau belajar dekat sini pandai2 laa adapt dengan culture diorang. ini english pun terkapai2. i know that my english tak elok sangat but still boleh laa faham kan.rasa nak tembak2 je sorang2.tapi kalau tembak kena buat sorang2.so takpe la.sabar je laa.hehe

you you you, eventhough you are so far awaaay!

2009-07-20T18:37:00.002+01:00

i think this is cute but err..kodi please.lagi2 part last tu.haha

2009-07-19T22:43:00.002+01:00

Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart
The world will fall apart.

2009-07-18T12:27:00.001+01:00

ok this is funny. my little brother adam.yes adam,my cookie has a blog.he's only 9 kott. HAHAHAHAHA.

2009-07-16T14:47:00.002+01:00

should i spend 15 quids on two shoes from ASOS or 1 bag from Topshop or 3 tops from H&M? masalah besar ni.

2009-07-15T22:29:00.002+01:00

i want to let out something from my mind. but i dont know where to start :((
pening la kalau hari-hari mcm ni.

2009-07-15T01:11:00.004+01:00

at last, habis pun my 2000 words on econs crap!hahah.

happy birthday nabilah sujak! :D
i loveeeeeeee youuuu!you are 20 now. we are 20.hope we can be friends until our children became friends and they will know about our secrets.hehe.

super lazy sunday

2009-07-12T13:58:00.007+01:00

i think i want to keep my hair long like zoey

1, i need to finish my 2000 words essay on market structure
2, i need to call my dad about the apartment because i'm going to be homeless by next week
3, book flight ticket
4, i need to stop spending my money like i have million pounds
helo nak 700 pounds tak?start study!

2009-07-10T22:18:00.002+01:00

pheww what a day. penat gila today. still demam and angin dekat sini makin sejuk. hello isn't it supposed to be summer?so my mom called this morning, asking how am i doing and all. i told her that im still sick. i told her that i dont want to go to for the morning class because batuk mmg tak stop lepas mandi. tak pasal2 kena marah.padan muka hayat!ahahha.pegi class dgn keadaan sejuk and takde mood langsung sebab bayangkan class until 4 then ade ntums meeting. mmg suara kat dalam ni mcm helloooooo saya nakk tdooo?!.hahha and i dont like my college rite now because the cafe dah tutup. where the hell am i going to get air time break?tak fikir langsung orang cafe ni.hire je la orang lain biar makcik tu pegi cuti kat beach mana2 and tak biar kan orang lain susah.ok i dont want to membebel anymore! :)

Happy Birthdayy Atif S :)
dont party too hard!wait for me to come back!hahah

2009-07-09T14:53:00.002+01:00

i was really really sicked for the past 3 days. my body temperature went up like woahh. seriously.tak pernah mcm ni ok. dah takut dah kalau swine flu. cause nottingham is one of the hotspot in UK for it. i cant even bangun for the first 2 day. but yesterday i had to go to class with kepala berat and feels like pengsan masa jalan pegi class sebab ade accounts test.mmg takleh fikit la time buat.mmg pakai hentam.nasib baik habis semua.masa balik dah laa angin kuat mcm gilaa. tuhan je tau macam mana rasa. bila sampai bilik mengigil mcm haih taktau mcm mana nak explain sampai tertido. sampai mimpi masuk hospital.hahahaha.dah bangun tu rasa ok sikit.maybe masuk hospital time mimpi kot.HAHA.

alhamdullilah,nasib baik today dah rasa ok :)

2009-07-06T22:51:00.001+01:00

rasa macam nak demam pulak! NO! i have a lot of things to do. and everything due by next week!

i need a warm cuddly hug pleasee :((

2009-07-06T22:16:00.003+01:00

1. Who was your first love?
** Johnny Depp

2. Who was your first kiss and when?
** this boy i knew from tadika.

3. Who was your first prom date?
** Syamim! HAHAHAHAH

4. Who was your first room mate?
** My brotherr

5. What was your first job?
** receptionist at my dad's which only last for a week?hahaha

6. What was your first car?
**i dont have one

7.When did you go to your first funeral?
** cant remember

9. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
** 19

10. Who was your first grade teacher?
** pn siti alkeah wei garang nak mati

11. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
** LONDON.hehe

13. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?
** ade laa

14. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
** tak pernah sneak out :p

15. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
>> Putut! yerrppp.tapi dah jarang jumpa

16. Who was the first person to send you flowers?
** atif :)

17. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?
** Nottingham?hahah

18. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
** Kat

19. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
** never

20. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
** tutup alarm phone

2009-07-03T19:09:00.002+01:00

hi yallss :)
god for the past few days, the weather was freaking faking hot! panas gilaa. dah sama macam dekat malaysia. am supposed to go to argos to buy kipas.tapi kemalasan nak bawak balik tu memang melampau.haha. nasib baik today hujan. sejuk la sikit nottingham ni. yay dah july :) satu bulan je lagi. i cant wait to go back! serious tak sabar.hehehhe but i wont tell you when i will be back. tunggu je la nanti ade orang hon depan rumah.hehe.

i hope from today onwards everything wil be ok :)

sebulan je lagi.sabar k :)

can you?

2009-07-03T16:57:00.000+01:00

2009-07-01T23:09:00.000+01:00

the reason is because you make me happy and always there :)

2009-06-28T22:44:00.001+01:00

ya Allah,

Kuatkan lah semangat ku.

Amin.